Pofta buna…

succes mare!

cu “mare placere” anunt ca “sinucidere usoara” e un mare succes!

lume din moldova, italia, spania, suedia, elvetia, franta,germania, america,zambia, austria si asa mai departe sunt interesati de metodata cea mai usoara de sinucidere.

Succes!

Dead hearts…

For the first time in my life i met someone who hurts herself deliberatly… Gosh that is so hard to see!

How can a person so beautifull, so bright want more pain in her life more than she already had in her life…

Does abuse mark people so hard that physical pain is easyer to handle than psychical one?!

I wish i could understant and in the same time i hope i will never do…

What good does a cut in your skin when the marks remain there to mark the ones in soul?

Tell me everything that happened
Tell me everything you saw
They had lights, inside their eyes
They had lights, inside their eyes
Did you see the closing window
Did you hear the slamming door?
They moved forward and my heart died
They moved forward and my heart died
Please please tell me what they looked like
Did they seem afraid of you?
They were kids that I once knew
They were kids that I once knew

I can say it but you won’t you believe me
You say you do but you don’t deceive me
It’s hard to know they’re out there
It’s hard to know that you still care
I can say it but you won’t you believe me
You say you do but you don’t deceive me
Dead hearts are everywhere
Dead hearts are everywhere

Did you touch them
Did you hold them
Did they follow you to town?
They make me feel I’m falling down
They make me feel I’m falling down

Was there one you saw too clearly
Did they seem too real to you?
They were kids that I once knew
They were kids that I once knew

I can say it but you won’t you believe me
You say you do but you don’t deceive me
It’s hard to know they’re out there
It’s hard to know that you still care
I can say it but you won’t you believe me
You say you do but you don’t deceive me
Dead hearts are everywhere
Dead hearts are everywhere
I can say it but you won’t believe me
You say you do but you don’t deceive me
It’s hard to know they’re out there
It’s hard to know that you still care
I can say it but you won’t you believe me
You say you do but you don’t deceive me
Dead hearts are everywhere
Dead hearts are everywhere

They were kids that I once knew
They were kids that I once knew
Now they’re all dead hearts to you
Now they’re all dead hearts to you
They were kids that I once knew
They were kids that I once knew
Now they’re all dead hearts to you

How did he knew I was black?!

And here he was telling me that white people care about their children in a different way like I was green and he was red…

It was funny and sad at the same time…

 

munca full time… facultate part time…

si distractie?

salsa cu fetele si sa vedem care agata negrul cel mai hot! (posibil sa fi castigat runda asta )

app. ce tampenii mai scriam cand eram mai tanara ) nu ca acum ar fi mai bune dar cel putin sunt mai rare

 

Yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah

Cheers to the freaking weekend
I drink to that, yeah yeah
Oh let the Jameson sink in
I drink to that, yeah yeah
Don’t let the bastards get you down
Turn it around with another round
There’s a party at the bar everybody put your glasses up and
I drink to that, I drink to that, I drink to that
(Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah)

Life’s too short to be sitting around miserable
People gonna talk whether you doing bad or good, yeah
Got a drink on my mind and my mind on my money, yeah
Looking so bomb, gonna find me a honey
Got my Ray-Bans on and I’m feeling hella cool tonight, yeah
Everybody’s vibing so don’t nobody start a fight, yeah-ah-ah-ah
(Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah)

[Chorus]
Cheers to the freaking weekend
I drink to that, yeah yeah
Oh let the Jameson sink in
I drink to that, yeah yeah
Don’t let the bastards get you down
Turn it around with another round
There’s a party at the bar everybody put your glasses up and
I drink to that, I drink to that
(Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah)
Rihanna Cheers lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com/rihanna-cheers-lyrics.html

‘Bout to hop on the bar, put it all on my card tonight, yeah
Might be mad in the morning but you know we goin hard tonight
It’s getting Coyote Ugly up in here, no Tyra
It’s only up from here, no downward spiral
Got my Ray-Bans on and I’m feeling hella cool tonight, yeah
Everybody’s vibing so don’t nobody start a fight, yeah (yeah yeah)

[Chorus])
Cheers to the freaking weekend
I drink to that, yeah yeah
Oh let the Jameson sink in
I drink to that, yeah yeah
Don’t let the bastards get you down
Turn it around with another round
There’s a party at the bar everybody put your glasses up and
I drink to that, I drink to that
(Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah)

Cheers to the freaking weekend
I drink to that, yeah yeah
Oh let the Jameson sink in
I drink to that, yeah yeah
Don’t let the bastards get you down
Turn it around with another round
There’s a party at the bar everybody put your glasses up and
I drink to that, I drink to that, I drink to that, I drink to that
(Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah)

And I drink to that

if she’d know…

she’d open her own business…

shhh… if you don’t tell i won’t

the perfect obsession

i wonder what he would think if he knew that he is was my perfect obsession for all this time… would he think i’m creepy or would he think it’s funny, or pathetic or whatever…

‘coz everytime i see a man in a pink shirt i remeber… and every time i listen behind blue eyes or sleep i also remeber…

i just wonder, and it’s nice because there’s nothong bad in it… not pain, nor regrets, nothong… just a perfect obsession o f a perfect HIM that i never had that i’ll never have, that nobody will ever be able to be… not even Him.

Bye…

I was watching a snooker game the other dayand a lot of things came to my mind. The speavoice reminded me of him, him one of the “best”… no trill there, only memories… good ones, bad ones, mostly hot ones and the game itself reminded me of him, another him… no memories here, no trill either… only dreams and promises…. things that will never came true.

I rememberd, and it pleased me, but now it’s time to let all go, to lock the past aqnd watch fot the future…

Tomorrow i’ll be in London… all new, the only cetain thing is the unknown…

Wish me luck!

bye…

random thoughts

you selfish jerk, i thought that he was the leader of you selfish people but you ought to compete for the position.

i really don’t care but i want to… even if i shouldn’t. you say that i always care to much, and now you wish i care but i don’t.

don’t caring doesn’t mean that i’m not pissed off, i still am…

gosh i sound so meaningless, like i’m picking words out of a box, a little bit like Tiziano Ferro when he writes songs…

i know people, but hey think i don’t… that they know better, i hope they’re right.

maybe i’m not able to catch that ride, or any other ride, but let me think that i can pick the one i want, don’t pretend to know better… even if you do.

capisci?

wtf?

cine a citit vreodata blogul asta stie ca eu nu sterg comentariile, dar poate nu este vorba despre mine…
totusi azi am primit pe mess. urmatorul mesaj:

bondarulroz: stf
bondarulroz: si sa i fut pasarica munei ca mi a sters comul de la ea
bondarulroz: heeeiii..traim vremuri grele
bondarulroz: comentariile costa acum
bondarulroz: gata cu ditractia
bondarulroz: : ))
bondarulroz: trecem la produs

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